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Fear is a lonely man

Is it proper for a man to be truthful of his words even though denying them is the only choice he could make?

Is it fine to let someone be enslaved by fear knowing that there are ways to counter it yet you’re too preoccupied with your own life?

Am I just babbling?

Do I even know what I’m saying?

Should truth be told that we cannot avoid fear let alone ignore it?

It’s somewhat part of the spectrum of life – the non-visible spectrum. It is there just creeping into our souls, ruining our sanity, and making us think of unworldly things.

All I know is that fear is a lonely man and it needs someone, something to be with.

But we keep on burying them “fearing” that they might ruin us. Fear doesn’t end with overcoming it. Fear will only leave you if you served them right. Only in that case you will comprehend a fear’s longing. 

To be worth it for someone, to make a good cause out of that companionship is what gives pride to fear.

It’s like your evil bestfriend. Its existence is somewhat yours too. You believed in that fear and you want to get rid of it at the same time.

As tiresome they might be and annoying as hell, they make us feel human. A human with emotions and overbearing heart. Their intention is to make you feel alive and fighting. Their goal is learn something from them – anything at all.

Fear won’t leave you unless you give them a chance to make a difference in your life.

Fearless people are weak at heart, I guess.  You are stronger once you let fear do its job. You may not want it but it’ll make you a better person. You forget about them making yourself believe that you fear nothing. But that fear is still attached to you, don’t ignore it because it’ll stay there.

Listen to your fear and provide him his cravings but don’t forget who you really are. Don’t be a slave to your fear, befriend it instead. Show that you’re capable of handling them and that you’re your own master.

Fear is a lonely man. Make his existence worth yours.


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Life: a good read


I need a book that will tell me a story

A story that I would remember

I would remember it for the rest of my life

My life has yet been defined

Defined by how well I strive

I strive for greatness

For greatness is what everyone wants

Everyone wants a good read

A good read which will make a difference

A difference that would impact life

Life is an inevitable journey

A journey, a fickle ride of uncertainty

Uncertainty: no one enjoys spoilers

Spoilers kill stories

Stories make books

Books narrate life’s uncertainty

Uncertainty that makes it all interesting.

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Lost soul

lost soul

lost soul

It’s time to begin again. I’ve used up 16 years of my life. If my future-self was looking at me right now, he would be disappointed. What am I doing? Am I doing it right? No one knows. Maybe I’ll know someday. I am yet to accomplish something monumental and I am too far from being the best version of me. It sucks that we have to age. That there is an expiration date; that our time is slowly fading and we don’t even notice it. Young ones take things for granted. And those who have used up almost their life energy? They begin to appreciate every bit of aspect of life. Why can’t we think like the old ones? I think because we are not meant to. We are meant to use our life energy for our comfort and happiness; deny the fact that we are getting old, that our lone memoir is our graves. Then why do some people choose to end their lives too early? It’s because they have no reason to believe that their life has worth. Societal aspects tend to suck the life out of fragile souls. They breech onto little cracks until they shatter. There are no symptoms; first thing you’ll know, your body’s caving in and you’ve nowhere left to run. There’s no beauty in suicide but there’s peace. We were built to endure much more tormenting stuff.

We die if we die, we do not choose our own death. We live and we live, that’s the beauty of it.


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First Post (Desensitize)

I got a little bored so I thought why not make a blog! I procrastinate every single day from cleaning my table to reviewing for my finals. I’m not proud of it but it’s just the way I am. I’m quite good at it, maybe the best but who knows right? So yeah. Why not make this as my pastime rather than doing unproductive stuff. A lot of people especially my new-found friends here in UP don’t really know me that much. And I don’t know them either! But this is not about them. I like people to know about me more because I really can’t stand keeping my awesomeness to myself. (Sorry) You may think of me as just a skinny, uninteresting little kid who doesn’t have a life. Well, I don’t blame you but I hate you. (well well well) I don’t really care that much to be honest. I was joking about the “I hate you” part; it just makes my life more interesting. But please, don’t lay it all on me okay? I just might surprise you.

I do goof a lot and take things jokingly. That’s my defense mechanism you see. I don’t want to get too attached a person because I just haven’t drawn a line yet (this is the part where I tell you I’m insane). I’m insane. See? But jokes aside, I can be a good friend. The problem with people is (why I hate them), they don’t understand. No one does. It sucks to know that there are in fact people like me who tend to desensitize from the real world and I still haven’t met any single one of them. Almost all of the people I know are outgoing and are extroverts.

So much for that.  I enjoy the company of good music and interesting books. I like meeting people from the internet and I’ve made many  from twitter, tumblr, and the like. I think that’s about it for my first ever public post. I’ll be keeping this posted.

(Disclaimer: This isn’t my first blog. I do like to keep things in private)

Woah, slow down there boy.

Woah, slow down there boy.

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